hey guys.

Been busy helping out at the shop for the hols and then busy preparing for my trip the last week. Managed to do what i had planned to do, luggage almost done already... And met up with baby for several times. Am missing him so much already, wish i could freeze the time just for us so we can have more time together.. :'( Baby's done so many things just for his silly girl, going out of his way to do things for us. He knows i love taking photos and thus sponsored me a brand new camera which i so love. Though baby can't be there with me this coming 5 months, this camera will be handy for me to share this beautiful world with him, on the other side of the globe. *hUgs*

so love the little surprises that you gave me today love.. you're my best. (:

Sister took half day to spend time with me, sorry it had ended up in a haste but i should say i really enjoyed the sushi tho the food is not-too-nice. Thanks for the effort and helping me out with all my shampoos tiger balms and all that. Helped me a great deal while i was busy with the shop. Waited so long to see Dr. Ong but i guess it's quite worth it. At least my skincare products are settled now. (:

The other day my friends from my Buddhist Centre actually planned a farewell dinner for me, rather touched lah.. And glad to meet up with all of them before i fly. It's a pity Laoshi couldn't make it, but is ok. I will call her/sms her tomorrow. (:

I guess i'll really miss Singapore But i know it's also a good chance for me to get out of my comfort zone and step out into the world. Am definitely gonna miss both the food, my family, baby, friends, studying khakis and my milo van!, kitsune udon, fruit juice, nice aircon in CLB etc etc.

Thanks to all my friends for their well-wishes, and for making me like i'm so loved!! Will miss all you guys too.. Thanks for everything, for being in my life, for growing with me, and for being part of the beautiful memories that i will remember for life!!

I'll be back in Sg in no time! Keep in touch!

will try to update my blog as much as possible k!


*mUacKs*

Labels: family, friends, Love, SEP

hi guys,

i know i haven't had time to update my blog after my birthday.. not sure if i am able to do it by this post but i will soon. I'm tired..! hehe.

*all pictures will be uploaded at a later date yea!*

Last Fri, Kel and Mab came by and we almost finished my 'poster' and it's real pretty lah! (: hehe. got glitter on the sides of my names and got stars! Yep. Woke up in the morning and prepared some stuff like cooking rice and soaking beehoon and all that. Luckily my mom helped out early cos we almost didn't make it on time. hehe. In the end, the menu became...

1. Fried Rice
2. Fried Bee Hoon
3. Ngoh Hiang
4. Egg Tofu
5. Fried Vege
6. Potato croquette
7. Rose syrum + Ice cream soda

My 'door gift' came late, and it almost became a goodbye gift.. but i think many actually liked the cute little figurines on top! and i finally got my elephant!!! *cUTe!!* naarak!!! hehe. will post pics of it soon but i'm really busy.

Mab helped out with so many things.. Appreciate Kel for coming by even though she's so tired and had to make her take 3 taxis in a day... Appreciate De for helping me do the streamers, appreciate Caiqing, Han, Joyce and Caiqing's bf and the veg clan for helping me decorate the very big and not v.functional function room... (: I especially love my guest book in hanger style and also the heartshape balloons surrounding my very pretty poster! (: hehe.

Was nice meeting Joel again, after so many years losing contact. heh. Am so glad Mrs Lim made time to come to my party...

I appreciate all the gifts that you guys thoughtfully bought me... i really love each and everyone to bits! I really really love them so thanks ok... (:

Too bad baby wasn't around.. Cos i really missed him so much. He's real sweet though.. wished he could be here to blow the candle with me, and not just through sms. (: But it's ok, he's in my heart in whatever i do. (:

ya, talking about cutting cake, the cake was surprisingly nice, still. Yummified it with hershey's chocolate syrup!! like YumMy!!! *whEe~~~* (: yummy. Thanks lee han for cutting cake and giving out Huge portions to clear my cake man! (: (: Had some food left, mom and sis ate after they came home from work.. I wanted to eat after i bathed, but then i was damn tired till i just dived onto my bed and fell asleep in split second. lols.

Really want to thank my mom for all the help, well the whole cooking process was a hell lot of work... and brother for washing the dishes and mopping the floor and helping out in the party, and for coming down to attend the party, thanks SE for driving my cake down... And thanks my friends who made time to come down to the EAST, yes finally i got them all to the east, and for bearing with my being a lousy host...

*phew*

hm.. even so... I wish things at the shop will stabilize soon.. As in staff wise... Hopefully, things will be alright.. Worried for my mom man.. I mean i won't be able to help out at the shop soon.. and we seem to be understaffed. *sighS*
Chinese wise saying is really wise, " 防人之心不可无"... It's sad.. but true..

Baby seem really really tired today... we didn't even send like 10 smses to each other today! ): had a nightmare last night. scary. Hopefully i can have a gdnight's rest tonight alr..


with that, peace out guys!

Labels: birthday, family, Love

Finally got my confirmation from Loughborough. Oh man, i can't really believe that i'm actually going for SEP and away from Singapore for 5 months plus.. Gosh.. hm i really don't know what to expect but i guess i'll have fun! But i'm so gonna miss my the people here over in Singapore.. Hee. i think i'll bring mini along with me too. hee. can finally let him wear some winter clothings! lols. I'll miss baby alot alot too.

Will prob be flying off the last week of august, which is kinda soon. Gosh i'm so dead. I'm so unprepared... Mentally and also unprepared in terms of all the paper work and all the packing etc.

FINALLY!! met up with Cyn, Mabs and Kel! Congrats to Mabs who passed her driving today! (: WheE~ cool... Waited for Cyn for a while then ate. I drank Mushroom soup and potato wedges which was yummy, as usual. (: A little pricey though.. but yea, it's ok after the 25% discount. hahaha. I'm so gonna miss veg clan for 5 months! Hm really worried for my mom man hope she can hire someone so i can at least try to train up the staff and that i can leave responsibly? Like today, i had to keep looking over to the shop, really scared that they cannot cope... And i had to leave before Kel could finish her food.. Felt bad hahaha.. and they bought stuff and even helped me to clean the racks and pack the cold fridge outside! aiyo..! hehe. thanks guys.. (: Today's a really v.quiet day.. Felt like i didn't do much also.. hehe. slack. Gonna sleep early... cos i'm planning to meet sis for lunch tmr.

Realised the dress i wore out that day seems a bit bigger now i think it's just my imagination.. haha gonna try it on again after it's dry...

Was feeling a little okay and thus was more chatty to my mom today. Really v.v.v.tempted to ask her about josh but i didn't even know where to start... sigh. Why don't they ask me about it? hms. really wish things will turn out okay in the end... Every body needs more time to see carefully and thoroughly the real side of their other half. (:

B, miss u. sad i didn't catch you online or receive any mails from you today.. ): But it's okay cos you'll be back by Friday! (:

*just 1/2 more days*

sighs... yes, or no?

Labels: family, life, Love, veg clan

hms.. what can i say.. date didn't start off as well as i wanted it to be but yea, i guess everything turned out okays..

Slept at some 3am last night and woke up from a dream at 7.30am! So decided to get up and do something useful first.. Idled around and prepared to go out to meet J. (: Really felt upset cos i don't know why my mom had to get so pissed that i was going out. Hello, it's not like i go out everyday you know.. Can't i have the freedom to go out like occasionally? REally got me real upset.. that i was on the verge of crying out on the bus.. but i managed to keep them. Just can't understand why she's so against.. While my siblings can go out as and when and yea.. well i guess.. she probably guessed it right.. yes, i went out with him. Just don't understand why they have such a strong feeling against him.. I feel its really unfair.. to him, to me and for them as well.. Just hope things will turn out better in time to come..

but i don't dislike them, or hate them. Know they're my family.. maybe it's karma... just have to prove them.. about what i'm not sure.. probably to prove that i'll be happy and blessed, which MONEY can't buy..

Met at the place where we first met! hms. (: how sweet. gave him a big big hug and cried.. overwhelming feelings as well as those that i felt on the bus a while ago.. Didn't tell him cos i know how much effort he put in for today and didn't want to spoil his day.. But!! everything just felt so in place with him around today. (: The way he caught me when i fell, and paved the way for me along the busy streets, how he sheltered me to the bus stop in the storm. Independence is gd but sometimes, just feel so appreciated and pampered being able to be dependent on someone, special. ((:

Met Hengtin along the way and some familiar faces along the way.. B met desmond and his gf in dorothy perkins! so qiao! and after meeting them, met his 'da gu'. *alamak* But felt it was real sweet when b still held me tight when he saw them.. somehow.. just felt very touched. (: so thanks B for that. (:

Blur me took his extra phone back.. lols. Really really enjoyed today.. cos it's been a super long time since we get to spend practically a whole afternoon (plus a little bit of morning and evening?) together. hahaha.. And planned for it, and did so many things, and really really went out. Guess i'm really bad at putting things into words.. but yea, thanks so much for such a wonderful day..

Went home to find out that Laura's dad passed on.. Hm.. Life's really unpredictable.. so.. we must really learn to be prepared for death, anytime and anywhere.. That's very important.. Life's short, play hard, work hard, and most importantly, we must learn and practice cultivation..

Labels: family, Love

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Keeping that little promise and agreement..
trying to be stronger.. ( :

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golden necklace
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