Sunday, January 20, 2008
living my dull life in a colourful world**
hms.. what can i say.. date didn't start off as well as i wanted it to be but yea, i guess everything turned out okays..
Slept at some 3am last night and woke up from a dream at 7.30am! So decided to get up and do something useful first.. Idled around and prepared to go out to meet J. (: Really felt upset cos i don't know why my mom had to get so pissed that i was going out. Hello, it's not like i go out everyday you know.. Can't i have the freedom to go out like occasionally? REally got me real upset.. that i was on the verge of crying out on the bus.. but i managed to keep them. Just can't understand why she's so against.. While my siblings can go out as and when and yea.. well i guess.. she probably guessed it right.. yes, i went out with him. Just don't understand why they have such a strong feeling against him.. I feel its really unfair.. to him, to me and for them as well.. Just hope things will turn out better in time to come..
but i don't dislike them, or hate them. Know they're my family.. maybe it's karma... just have to prove them.. about what i'm not sure.. probably to prove that i'll be happy and blessed, which MONEY can't buy..
Met at the place where we first met! hms. (: how sweet. gave him a big big hug and cried.. overwhelming feelings as well as those that i felt on the bus a while ago.. Didn't tell him cos i know how much effort he put in for today and didn't want to spoil his day.. But!! everything just felt so in place with him around today. (: The way he caught me when i fell, and paved the way for me along the busy streets, how he sheltered me to the bus stop in the storm. Independence is gd but sometimes, just feel so appreciated and pampered being able to be dependent on someone, special. ((:
Met Hengtin along the way and some familiar faces along the way.. B met desmond and his gf in dorothy perkins! so qiao! and after meeting them, met his 'da gu'. *alamak* But felt it was real sweet when b still held me tight when he saw them.. somehow.. just felt very touched. (: so thanks B for that. (:
Blur me took his extra phone back.. lols. Really really enjoyed today.. cos it's been a super long time since we get to spend practically a whole afternoon (plus a little bit of morning and evening?) together. hahaha.. And planned for it, and did so many things, and really really went out. Guess i'm really bad at putting things into words.. but yea, thanks so much for such a wonderful day..
Went home to find out that Laura's dad passed on.. Hm.. Life's really unpredictable.. so.. we must really learn to be prepared for death, anytime and anywhere.. That's very important.. Life's short, play hard, work hard, and most importantly, we must learn and practice cultivation..
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
