Saturday, September 08, 2007
living my dull life in a colourful world**
was talking to my friend.. and realised well, i do have lots to learn about myself still.. ( :
Am i putting up a strong front or have i really learnt to let go? It's just a thin line between the two.. I never really got to express my emotions freely.. cos i guess i can't.. When i'm happy/sad i guess i never really shared with anyone.. cos the kind of joy/sadness.. no matter how well you are with words, you just can't make the other party feel the same as you..
I never mean to show my weakness to anyone else. Cos i never wanted to.. and when i slowly learnt how to.. it was all too late.. too late. I guess i was never understood. My intentions were never fully understood too. But it's ok.. it's all in the past now.. Everyone's gotta fight for the thing they want/love/desire.. but must never forget that since we came with nothing, we'll go with nothing too.. there's no need to be so persistent; to hold on so tightly.. Who says letting go is a bad thing.. If it's ever meant to be, it will.
Argh, been feeling stress, prob the devil in me freaking myself out. I gotta buck up man!
tell me i can! ( :
ain't feeling well. whatever i eat seems to ZOOM past my stomach and out they go. argh. whatever.. was really feeling weak today.. no strength. It didn't help my bag was so heavy and that 2+ KG laptop didn't make things better. hehe. I should learn to be my independent self again... I was late for class.. so late my teacher asked me to join the next.. ) : argh promise i won't be late ever again..thanks ajarn.. ( :
take care and all the best folks. Till then..
' Fly Away
Saturday, September 08, 2007
