Wednesday, October 18, 2006
living my dull life in a colourful world**
i'm back. with my rantings..
Oh man, finally submitteds the Geography project after much and i really mean MUCH time and effort! Besides the time and effort put in for the project, i spend like a really long time trying to print that out! Cos i did my stuff on my macbook..everything looked so wonderful, ready to print. went to configure my computer for the printer at the library and happily waited so long for it to finish spooling. In the end, the thing kept getting mixed up and i was so irritated! Even email-ed the lecturer to ask for slight extention of time. Thank god he was so understanding!! :) Really appreciated it.. Special thanks to my sister who helped me a great deal, though in the end i think we were quite tired and pissed off by the whole thing.. to Michael, whom i asked an persuaded to stay but in the end had to spend his time alone in the library for 3 odd hours.. haha..sorry...and thanks for all your care and concern... :)
now, i've gotta buck up and work hard for my following 2 assignments. GO for it ling ying. Go for it! believe and it can be done. :)
just talked to Mabel about this sem. It's been quite bad actually. Serious. I really regretted taking TS1101 module. It's totally not my cup of tea. As in it is, but i'm seriously confused, lost and lonely in this module! Implications..complex relationships..oh well, perhaps things are just as simple as they seem, i think too much. but i can't help but feel that way. You never know how devious one can be..and how dangerous..
Project mates are another thing. Like seriously...Aren't we suposed to act like responsible adults? No matter how good your results may be, it really reflects badly on a person's EQ and character through ________________________________. a number of things which i shall not mention. Everyone has a part to play so just do your part and make each other's life easier. If anyone's not interested, just say so... Don't practice Taichi.
I question about the term friends. In CHinese, we have a phrase that goes like this. "Peng you dou shi ying gai hu xiang bang mang de", meaning, friends should always help one another. HOwever, can one draw the line between helping and being used? Sometimes i really feel bad for thinking this way, but i can't help it at times..Just feel so used and all.. I don't even consider myself a friend but just another person who can help you along the way, or to kill time, or to be a companion for a period of time..or...... There are just thousands of other reasons. So..are we really friends??? Someone once told me that his dad told him that in this life, you don't need to have plenty of friends, at the end of the day, be contented to have just 5 good friends around you. And i totally agree with that. HOwever, that does not mean we should not socialise. In this society, we still need to get along with other people, in order for us to progress and move on. It's this kind of mutual-beneficial relationship, which i wouldn't really classify as real 'friends'. oh well..
life still goes on. The above reflects on what's going on in my life now and what i've been hearing from my friends.. the above report is made by yours sincerely.
andi'mjustgladyou(all)arethereforme. :)
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
