Wednesday, August 23, 2006
living my dull life in a colourful world**
Just came back from my first hi-lo session today! I was really looking forward to it. After GEM lecture, which was so slack and ended at 1530, we went to YIH to find Mab and her new laptop. Ate lunch at Subway (yes!!) and went to the student lounge to rot. And i played pool for the first time in my life. Hurr. Fun but i feel lousy. =( very. Feel so paiseh leh!! Anyway, there were this group of expatriats who were sitting down in the lounge as well. We played pool for such a loooonnnggg time that they were probably afraid we were going to start another round that they came and placed a dollar on the table and told us they would like to have the next game. Wahaha..oops. =x
Anyways, saw vicky and Kai wei just now. hehehe. So nice to see familiar faces around campus! Things and people change. I hate to admit but it's true that many friends just come and go in your life..
Experienced so many times that you maybe close to this one person now and the next moment, he/she walks out of your life. Sometimes i feel misunderstood, deprived of the chance to even explain myself. Maybe i hurt them indirectly but i didn't mean it. Years of friendships just go down the drain like that. Maybe i haven't made enough effort to maintain the friendship. but sometimes, i feel it isn't all my fault (seriously). It's not nice to just lose a friend without knowing what went wrong.. Cos i really treasure every friendship, especially those really special ones.. I'll never know if the person will ever talk to me again, or to acknowledge me as a friend again and it hurts a lot. If i ever hurt you that much, all i want to say is sorry and that it never was my intention to hurt you so bad. 'cos no matter what, i'll never want to lose u as a friend. Really appreciated what u have done, all your little efforts and gestures.. but i'm really sorry.. Really hope that if you manage to read this, give me another chance to be your friend..
Though i lose some friends, i have gained some really sincere and very very very very nice friendships! REally happy about it, knowing there's someone you can always go to when you're upset and someone whom i can depend on at the end of the day.. It really makes my day.. Thanks peeps.
Anyway, coming back to the Hi-Lo session, it was good workout. Don't know why i've been sweating so much recently, and i was practically near the raining stage after the workout. Cool..It's like advanced aerobics.. The teacher was a bit fast but quite fun tho..she's really nice and yes, FIT! Wearing my favourite NIKE gear too! Whee~~ If only i could afford. I'll buy those too. humph. Went to bathe and walked back to YIH canteen to eat. Kinda tired now.
Going to school tomorrow though there's no lesson. bringing my treasures with me as well..haha! kinda excited..;) Anyway, tomorrow will be a better day.. take care folks..
' Fly Away
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
