Thursday, October 06, 2005
living my dull life in a colourful world**
So cool, met up with Mab, Cyn, JC and De yesterday at Popeye's to mugg. De came later cos her intention was to join us for dinner. So we proceeded to the staff canteen to makan. JC suggested thonning. so we were like okay, sounds fun so we thon-ed. haha. i.e. JC, Me, Cyn. It was quite fun lah. but i was rather tired. But at least i did most of the work i expected myself to do.
Then went to school with cyn..haha luckily i've got her, if nt sure end up in boon lay or somewhere near there. lol! so fun. okay. rateeded lah carplu.anyway, she's not gonna read this. lol.
Now, for every math lesson, i'm gonna get a set of Math paper. I do until i want to puke already. As in..When i did math this afternoon, suddenly i just felt very disgusted with math. Argh. Pui. Yucks.
I feel choked again today. REally was on the verge of breaking down again. This false front that i'm putting up.. when is it going to end altogether? i can't take it anymore... i have to like really take note and control my breathing with much effort sometimes, if not i really feel super uncomfortable man.. what's happening to me..
*you gu dan you mei li*
wo xi huan yi ge ren sheng huo.
' Fly Away
Thursday, October 06, 2005
