Friday, August 05, 2005
living my dull life in a colourful world**
Busy day.. was so tired yesterday and i slept quite early..at about early 1 plus. But was still feeling v.tired this morning.. slept and slept..and slept. Econs essay was disastrous..like huh?! As usual, i dropped my stuff and everything..
Chiong-ed home after geog lessons..then made two new slides.. then went out to meet anna and yisi..But then..i was late..and we didn't know where to go and eat cos everywhere didn't allow reservations. So they went to book seat while i went to Bencoolen street to go print the "mag". In the end cos the designs were rather layman, the person say cannot print into a mag..so ended up printing A4 size.. double side and everything..THen after that brought it to Peace Centre to bind. Then chionged back to Bugis MRT..walked pass all the smoke and everything from the burning of incense. Yea.. Guess what lor..i don't know why but i didn't include Yisi's lah..and kok yiang's couldn't appear..while i didn't received Hubert's one. Whatever lor..haha..but there's gonna be addition to it..cos i'm printing again.. :)
Tired.. Tired.. Just knew today Swensen's cater for strict vegetarians, which is good. tried it today..it's sauteed mushroom burger..think it's not bad lor..but waited for super long..Then the rest all waited for me too lah..Felt so bad..haha..Then shared Ice-cream with Yisi..Yummy. The cookie's nice man! Bought a cake for mrs lim, then they also provide complimentary sunday for birthday "girl". not bad lah..it came with a candle some more lor..
As i was walking home, i got those bei1 chong2 zhong1 lai2 de4 gan3 jue2. (somehow i wished i could blog in chinese sometimes) Almost cried on e journey. in fact tears were alr at the brink le. Don't know why. Sadness fills me from within.
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Everything has changed. I wished everything could be the same again. Is it just me? Am i the only one feeling like this? I don't know. I hope history will never repeat itself. I really don't wish to see it occuring again. I think it's me. Like seriously. Something's seriously wrong.
I've lost my courage, my confidence and my cheeriness. I think i'm beginning to lose hope.. I think i'm really not good enough to even think about "that" (special matter)..
I think i'm losing myself. Breaking down.
' Fly Away
Friday, August 05, 2005
