Wednesday, March 09, 2005
living my dull life in a colourful world**
Freak. Screw the damn day.
sigh. really feeling low recently. sorry for the occasional mood swings guys. sigh. demoralized.
Feel like quitting school..just leaving everything behind to have a break.
I need time.
seriously need time to study for everything! Sigh. I'm failing everything la. And how motivated can you get when your GP tutor says that u'll probably not make it for paper 2 if you carry on like this. Sigh. I'm pissed with myself..exhausted..really.
cos i'm not a person cut out for studying..really. not saying this because my results ain't good. it's true. i take a longer time to absorb and to do my work la. It's kinda pissing sometimes. wanna scream.
Shouldn't despair now. will try my best. strive to achieve.
if i have nine lives. i'll jump off the building and see how it feels. haha. but i don't.
Think committing suicides is so dumb la.. look at the murder cum suicide case that happened in Tampines..my hometown! So close to heart lah...All because of gambling debts..u kill your family and commit suicide. Perhaps this will tell the govt how destructive casinos can be. Seriously.
Life's so unpredictable. Live life to the max. kinda ironic though. life's so contradictory.
Many times, it's just like we're driving in a car with a location in mind and forgetting our initial purpose to go there in the mean time. Sigh.
It's really a joy to talk to you Timothy! :) you brighten up my days.
lalala¬
' Fly Away
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
