Wednesday, February 02, 2005
living my dull life in a colourful world**
Yesterday wanted to blog but i was too tired already. Went to meet Anna at Tampines then i went to her house to sew the 'fabric of AHS' for Mr. Wang for helping us to get so much funds for our overseas trip and the support he's given us..haha..felt so pro cos anna sew very slow..hahah..mad. hai..
Yesterday was a total draining day. did PW for 4 hrs straight, just sitting in the computer lab and racking our brains over the report. so sucky! felt uncomfortable also cos it was raining and my rheumatism was acting up again as usual..sit also cannot, stand also cannot. sian...thanks samuel for letting us use the com..sorry for any inconvenience man. Anyways, the report's almost done..just a little bit of 'cosmetic changes' , Mr. Tan Quotes. hee..whee! talked to Samuel in person for the first time yesterday. haha.... whatever..i've made a major decision today that i'm not gonna be bother about sam anymore...i'll not make myself sad lor..cos ya..just protecting myself i guess. really sian diao4...totally screwed up my promos..
right now comfirmed i got 1A and 2AOs..hopefully maths got slight moderation so i'll get an AO too. sucks..i'm so not gonna make it for the A levels...how? i dunno. seriously thinking of opting to retain.sounds stupid huh..i dunno. i have no confidence at all lor...sian. all the teachers seems to be giving me that look....
gotta go..dan wans to eat lunch..better go accompany him..
goodbye speech:" i feel so stupid lor. can mug so much and get such sucky results. think i'm really not cut out for studying i dunno. sucks..it's draining and demoralising..i hate this feeling..i'm like so lost and everything..struggling here..sian..and i feel like just leaving everything behind and dun care about SOME stuff anymore.. why must u be so bothered..LYT just hug me.. so gan dong...=) life is worth living, maybe.
' Fly Away
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
