Sunday, August 29, 2004
living my dull life in a colourful world**
yes, a new identity. I nEvER knEw i waS sOmeoNE whO cRiEs thaT Easily. mUst bE the StrEss. I knOW, EveryOne's feElinG thE sAme eTc..goIng thRough tHE saMe ThIng..bUt it"s liKe, it'S sO siaN foR me u KNoW. mY bRothEr's fOreVer pResSurIng mE to gEt gOOd grAdEs like EvEn wHen i Do PW, hE alSo sAy gRAdEs aLso mORe iMpt. dEn thOugh i talkEd to my Mom aNd shE saYs aS lOng As i tRy mY beSt, i RetAin aLso bO biAn, bUt thaT meaNs mOre buRdEn aNd hIghEr oPpoRtuNity cOSt. I feEl so tIrEd.. WaS reaLLy LoOkiNg fORwaRd to fIniSh mY JC liFe. gEt oVeR aNd dOne wiTh. lOokIng aT mY rEsulTs..i dOUbt iT'LL bE tHat soOn. i reAllY haTE it. it'S a Long aNd wIndiNg rouTe. i fEeL pisSed wiTh mYseLf. fOR bEing sO diSappoIntINg. aNd liKe rEcEntly, sO manY peoPle suffEr fRom sOMe iLLneSseS. i"m kInda NUmBed..jinXed pErhaPs..haha..bUT peRhaPs, it jUst sErvEs as a mOtivaTiOn fOR mE tO pIck mYselF up aGAIn aNd cOntiNue to lIve mY dReam. i waNna bE a soCial wOrkEr.. or a psychiatrist. yeah..first step..i donated my first pack of blood on wednesday!! haha..lame..ok...i wiLl bE mUggIng in sChoOl eVeryDaY tiLl niGht..so seEya..woN't bE seEiNg u guYs agaIN so Soon..tKe caRe!
' Fly Away
Sunday, August 29, 2004
