Sunday, August 22, 2004
living my dull life in a colourful world**
Hey guYs..okay, it's beEn liKe wKs sInce i tOuchEd thiS.. HaI. i fiNallY bRokE doWn. DunNo whY aLsO, it"s liKe iT doEsN't seEm tOo mUcH oF a prOblEm aNd i jUst kEpt it TO mYseLf aNd afTer sO loNg, FInaLly. Really sHocKed mY siSta aNd mOm cOs thEy haDn't seEn mE crY sIncE aBOuT tHreE yeArS agO. aNd it waS reaLLy bAd. LikE whaT leE hAn sAid, like pig'S eYe. cOUldN't evEn oPen mY eyeS. suPer sWolLen. tHougHt i fElt mUch bEttEr buT stILL cRied the nexT dAy duRinG bREaK. maYbE i diDn'T finISh eMptYing mY TEaR gLaNds thE niGht bEfoRe. lol. anD hE sAW! dId thE most eMbarrAssInG thIng loR.. cos i waS in a ShoCk, deN some mORe cRy liao so uGly loR. haha..den i went under the table and ran away. maN. wHy dId i EvEr dO thaT?! anYwaY, iT's oVer. HaI. ThINgS haVen'T beEn goinG tOo WeLL fOR mE...I reallY wOndER wHat PpLe thInk fRiEndShipS arE baSed on. Why cAn't thEre bE pUre fRiEndshIp bEtweEn a guY whO'S ur BesTest zhi ji.. haI. thAt'S liFe. i'M stiLL hOpiNG fOr hOpe. k, soUnds wiErd huh. thEn, mY resULts. i DunnO hOw i'M gonna maKe iT fOR pRomOs. i'LL wOrk haRd. bUT tiMe's sO sO sO liMitEd. i'm suFfoCatEd. hai. duNnO whY bUt sOmehOw i AlwaYs havE thinGs to keEp mE pReocCupIEd. so Sian. haI. i wanna mug liao. =~(. eh, i'm nOt skIvIng noW okaY. jUst tKiNg a bReak fOr a lOngEr jOUrnEy. thAnks aLL tO all wHo wEre thEre fOr me.. thE hUgs, wOrds oF encOUraGemEnt, waSabe peAs, tiDbIts and paTience. i lOve u guYs. For nOW, i hOpe i'LL stiLL be AbLE to haNg on..bY thE clIff.
' Fly Away
Sunday, August 22, 2004
