the song someone sang that made me tear.. :)

How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,

And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,

And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?

If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Real in my life?

And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

How do I live without you?

How do I live without you baby?















=)

Just came back from my first hi-lo session today! I was really looking forward to it. After GEM lecture, which was so slack and ended at 1530, we went to YIH to find Mab and her new laptop. Ate lunch at Subway (yes!!) and went to the student lounge to rot. And i played pool for the first time in my life. Hurr. Fun but i feel lousy. =( very. Feel so paiseh leh!! Anyway, there were this group of expatriats who were sitting down in the lounge as well. We played pool for such a loooonnnggg time that they were probably afraid we were going to start another round that they came and placed a dollar on the table and told us they would like to have the next game. Wahaha..oops. =x

Anyways, saw vicky and Kai wei just now. hehehe. So nice to see familiar faces around campus! Things and people change. I hate to admit but it's true that many friends just come and go in your life..

Experienced so many times that you maybe close to this one person now and the next moment, he/she walks out of your life. Sometimes i feel misunderstood, deprived of the chance to even explain myself. Maybe i hurt them indirectly but i didn't mean it. Years of friendships just go down the drain like that. Maybe i haven't made enough effort to maintain the friendship. but sometimes, i feel it isn't all my fault (seriously). It's not nice to just lose a friend without knowing what went wrong.. Cos i really treasure every friendship, especially those really special ones.. I'll never know if the person will ever talk to me again, or to acknowledge me as a friend again and it hurts a lot. If i ever hurt you that much, all i want to say is sorry and that it never was my intention to hurt you so bad. 'cos no matter what, i'll never want to lose u as a friend. Really appreciated what u have done, all your little efforts and gestures.. but i'm really sorry.. Really hope that if you manage to read this, give me another chance to be your friend..

Though i lose some friends, i have gained some really sincere and very very very very nice friendships! REally happy about it, knowing there's someone you can always go to when you're upset and someone whom i can depend on at the end of the day.. It really makes my day.. Thanks peeps.

Anyway, coming back to the Hi-Lo session, it was good workout. Don't know why i've been sweating so much recently, and i was practically near the raining stage after the workout. Cool..It's like advanced aerobics.. The teacher was a bit fast but quite fun tho..she's really nice and yes, FIT! Wearing my favourite NIKE gear too! Whee~~ If only i could afford. I'll buy those too. humph. Went to bathe and walked back to YIH canteen to eat. Kinda tired now.

Going to school tomorrow though there's no lesson. bringing my treasures with me as well..haha! kinda excited..;) Anyway, tomorrow will be a better day.. take care folks..

Just came back from my first hi-lo session today! I was really looking forward to it. After GEM lecture, which was so slack and ended at 1530, we went to YIH to find Mab and her new laptop. Ate lunch at Subway (yes!!) and went to the student lounge to rot. And i played pool for the first time in my life. Hurr. Fun but i feel lousy. =( very. Feel so paiseh leh!! Anyway, there were this group of expatriats who were sitting down in the lounge as well. We played pool for such a loooonnnggg time that they were probably afraid we were going to start another round that they came and placed a dollar on the table and told us they would like to have the next game. Wahaha..oops. =x

Anyways, saw vicky and Kai wei just now. hehehe. So nice to see familiar faces around campus! Things and people change. I hate to admit but it's true that many friends just come and go in your life..

Experienced so many times that you maybe close to this one person now and the next moment, he/she walks out of your life. Sometimes i feel misunderstood, deprived of the chance to even explain myself. Maybe i hurt them indirectly but i didn't mean it. Years of friendships just go down the drain like that. Maybe i haven't made enough effort to maintain the friendship. but sometimes, i feel it isn't all my fault (seriously). It's not nice to just lose a friend without knowing what went wrong.. Cos i really treasure every friendship, especially those really special ones.. I'll never know if the person will ever talk to me again, or to acknowledge me as a friend again and it hurts a lot. If i ever hurt you that much, all i want to say is sorry and that it never was my intention to hurt you so bad. 'cos no matter what, i'll never want to lose u as a friend. Really appreciated what u have done, all your little efforts and gestures.. but i'm really sorry.. Really hope that if you manage to read this, give me another chance to be your friend..

Though i lose some friends, i have gained some really sincere and very very very very nice friendships! REally happy about it, knowing there's someone you can always go to when you're upset and someone whom i can depend on at the end of the day.. It really makes my day.. Thanks peeps.

Anyway, coming back to the Hi-Lo session, it was good workout. Don't know why i've been sweating so much recently, and i was practically near the raining stage after the workout. Cool..It's like advanced aerobics.. The teacher was a bit fast but quite fun tho..she's really nice and yes, FIT! Wearing my favourite NIKE gear too! Whee~~ If only i could afford. I'll buy those too. humph. Went to bathe and walked back to YIH canteen to eat. Kinda tired now.

Going to school tomorrow though there's no lesson. bringing my treasures with me as well..haha! kinda excited..;) Anyway, tomorrow will be a better day.. take care folks..

Hi all, i know i haven't been blogging for ages..Been busy. Seriously, i don't know why i've been feeling so lethargic since the last week. Considering the work load is basically at the ZERO point and that there's no tutorials as well, I don't understand at all why i feel so tired!! hurr. I better get my body clock switched back to maximise it's function.

Well, school has been okay, haven't really got to meet many people cos basically we'll just mix with our own friends in lecture..Met a couple of nice friends like Ke xin and all.. yay. great..i'll have company now.. Have been hanging out with my sis more than ever, in school..!! Lunching together and all that.. Oh, did i mention that i already got my macbook? it's like totally cool can.. whoo~ And the IPOD!! whee~ Ok, for a technology idiot like me, i guess that's a pretty big step huh.. suddenly turned into an IT-Savvy LY. wahaha. oh whatever ly.

Sian. I can't get all the slots i want for my tutorials! it's super sian lor..! Which explains why i'm still online at this hour.. zzz. I'm sleepy. And the cors website is like so slow lah.. hurr. zzz. Hope i'll get all that i want by the next bidding else i'll just faint and cry. It's so irritating..!! =( sian. Luckily my sister checked hers just now which reminded me to check my balloting results.. or else, i'll just forget and not plan for tomorrow's balloting session again.. argh.. How forgetful can i get.

Anyways, it was Josh's birthday yesterday! Too bad he was in camp.. suffering in there, doing his road march and the sabotage from his bunk mates and sergeants! haha.. Guess it's quite a norm for birthday BOYS to be treated that way so..yea.. haha..Celebrated for him 2 weeks ago.. and it was so enjoyable huh.. :) I'm glad u liked the brownie i made! :)

and i just realised, it was Ivy's birthday too. How coincidental. wow.. Anyways, i just hope that everyone will be happy and contented with their lives! And i've decided to be more hardworking in my xiu xing. else it'll be too late.. jiayou ly..cannot be lazy. hehe.

argh, damn. super sian ah!!!!!!

i'm at cyn's hall room now! ROTTING MY TIME AWAYYY!!! alright.. i'm gonna leave soon..going to walk to KR terminal and take 33 to bugis to meet ma mom for dinner then we go for fa hui. Seriously, i'm still quite full. ate rice just only! at about 1530...

Went for first and only lecture today..Social Work. Urm.. it was alright lah..the lecturer is not too interesting. and haha.. lee han the pig was snoring beside me.. haha.. ok now on the phone..

gotta go..see you!

i guess i've been really silly. Luckily i've got someone to wake me up and bring me back to reality. i promise i'll be brave now.. Cos i realised i'm starting to lose my fighting spirit... but i'll pick it up again. :) and i promise never to be silly ever again.

I went to NDP 2006 parade yesterday!! It was quite okay..Wasn't as exciting as i expected it to be but alright lah. Cos i think i was more busy looking out for nice things to shoot. haha.. with my camera ah, not rifle. wahaha! ok lame. Anyways, caught some really cool pictures though.. so i'm quite happy about it. And i'm definitely going to catch the repeat telecast of the parade! and also the superband finals this sat. wahaha! ;) ok, so out of the point. Anyway, one thing i was sian was because over at my section there wasn't any motivators at all..cos the TV crew was in front, so quite sian. Plus the fact that there was so many uncles and aunties over at my section! haha...!! I'll be crazy if i scream and shout by myself right..LOL. Here are some photos...enjoy!








okay yays. I'm finally done with the uploading of photos. Phew. Didn't know i took like nearly 100 pictures just at the parade itself. Wow. Amazed. No wonder i didn't really catch what was happening on the field. hehe.. Hope u guys enjoyed it.. It's gonna be the last national day at the old national stadium..!! =( oh well..gotta go now.. see u all!

yay! going mabel's house to bake tomorrow! :)

i feel lost. i am lost i guess.

The more i seek, the deeper i sink.

it's hard. maybe it's just me.

running.

gimme an answer.

AH!!! i'm back! after so many days..So many things happened. Been too lazy to blogg. So i'm back here again.

Firstly, i wanted to go extract my wisdom tooth but then!! the doctor say it's too deep inside so he can't do the surgery. So i've gotta wait for it to to grow or go for surgery and extract all 4 out at ONE TIME which is extreme madness. I'll just die. Anyways, i'm going for my dental appointment again this Sunday i think, and hear his opinion on what to do. Oh ya, forgot to mention that i'm gonna do my braces. So ya lor, gotta wait to extract all four out then do already. Hmmms!

Secondly, i'm jobless now. Slacking at home. Can't believe i slept till 5PM yesterday. Yes, 5PM. BUT!! i woke up at 12+ to do some business then went back to sleep okay. So i'm not that piggish after all right. (okay ly, stop deceiving yourself). Fine. LY IS A PIG. *oink.

Thirdly, i'm matriculated! whee! Wanted my life carrying all those stuff back ya. Damn heavy. And it had to raiN! ARgh..!! Hurr. So heavy. And i had like backache and shoulder ache lor. Oh well.

Next, i've passed my QET!! whee! got a band 5. I hope they really mark my paper. cos if not i'll be quite sad.. wahaha! Crazy me. but i passed!! =) yay!!

Going to settler's cafe to play boardgames with joyce mab and de later..yay! i hope i can learn it well..cos as usual, i'm always that BLUR. and slow.hehe.. argh..what should i get...? got something in mind. Probably just stick to it lah. Okay, i'm talking to myself..wahaha..going to eat my cup noodles le..yay!!!!

see u around folks. =) I'll be back. =)

Just a little girl in this world, still learning, growing, and experiencing life..
Keeping that little promise and agreement..
trying to be stronger.. ( :

happiness
health
semi-big bag
golden necklace
little miss CLUMSY
more intelligence

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