Why? i think i became much blurer after working at BIRD. Hm..interesting. Actually, i should learn to calm myself down lor! Actually, trying hard leh.haha. wahaha. so si bias, stop saying i'm blur. I'm clear-minded. just that i get a little flustered sometimes okayy!! So sorry to bring much trouble to Candy and Ivy, cos they give me alot of chances to learn and the freedom to do things lor. So i really got to learn a lot during my short 5 mths in BIRD. =) REally glad i got that phone call because it'll definitely be a very colourful and interesting chapter in my life. It aint exaggerated okayy..love you guys!! =)


Bazaar last day. Hmm. I haven't helped out at bazaar for a few days already. Just the clearing up and packing. Today, tonight, once and for all, we cleared the area. I have to admit we were quite efficient though..haha! I was expecting some 2/3 am but we finished at about 1am..heehee. THanks daniel for fetching us home! and for your fried rice, your bread, your drinks and your music!! Thanks to all for entertaining my lame jokes and everything..i really appreciate it alot.. Will miss the nights that we stayed together...

ANd i'll miss the Temp staff too. It was fun working with you guys too. Though i didn't really had much time to interact with you guys, but it's cool you know..do ya knowww!! haha..wahaha. hm..

aye. aye. i think we'll take things slowly and see how fate arranges stuff huh. wahaha. am i making u guys blur. oh well..

I WANT MY LETTER!! of ACCEPTANCE!

Hi guys, i know i haven't been blogging but i've been really caught up with work nowadays that i'm so tired by the time i get home to even have the energy to turn the com on.. Somehow i do miss blogging i think. haha. There's a bazaar going on and will be ending tomorrow. So tomorrow, it's gonna be a long night out there cos we've got to clear the area and pack things back to be sent back to warehouse or something. It's really not bad lah. Now have a lot of sale..good for shoppers..hehe.^-^ People who like bball especially, pls come down to buy more so we have less to pack okayy!!

Hmm. There are really plenty of unreasonable customers around man. Have met probably more than a dozen. Today got one customer die die also wanted to change the size for the swimming suit that she bought yesterday. Besides the receipt, we also reminded people that it's a strictly no exchange policy lor..save for defects. But, there are people who are highly educated and well, "smart" who will go all out to just save their few dollars which is probably less than a fraction of their daily expenditure. Like spending at least 30 minutes arguing that it's not their fault and how we should do this and do that. Please for goodness sake. We have our own policies and also many other things to do than to serve you guys, our very much valued customers.

Oh well, it's interesting to see the world tho.

Why. I thought i was always strong enough. Perhaps things did happen at the wrong timing. Nothing's gonna happen. Ly. Have faith. have courage and have hope that some day, you'll find what you want. But i just find myself sinking further each day. and my pillar sinking with me too.

Went to NTU for my writing test and interview today!! Argh. So glad i brought newspapers to read else i'll be bored to death. Saw the only canteen and settled down there with a plate of beehoon+mee and 2 side vegetables plus one samosa! haha! only costs $2. The food was only alright though..hmm.. Maybe i'm too used to eating university vegetarian food in NUS. wahhahahaha!! Interview was okayy..I guess i had some unconsolidated thoughts and answers that weren't very direct but oh well, i guess it's the feeling. I just hope to hear some reply from NUS!! arghh.. sigh. my dream school!! But oh well, some things are just destined. So i'll wait and see.


And oh! oh man, i saw a really cute guy today on the train lor.. He's not the cutest but he has this kind of X-factor and charisma that drawn my attention to him. wahaha. whatever.

Felt like an NUS student stuck in NTU though. Haha..whatever.. Probably cos it's the holidays so everyone's and everything's so not there.. interesting..The view's great though.. haha.. but the toilet...is OLD! but clean. And they have nice smelling soap. wahaha..

yawn. More work in store tmr.. Something to look fwd to actually..but i'm actually qutie tired. shall go slp soon...



it's getting stronger and stronger..

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again
Then you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love
Then you softly leave
And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love

Chorus

How deep is your love, how deep is your love
I really mean to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest darkest hour
You're my savior when I fall
And you may not think I care for you
When you know down inside that I really do
And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love

Chorus

wonderfully sweet classic.

I forgot to add something to my post yesterday!! I went to watch Ice Age because my dear veggies kidnapped my photos first, then my wallet, dragged me up to the bridge and onto the bus where they issued me my ez-link!! Hmph! But oh well, at least i could accompany my mom home. Thanks guys. I love the show...!!=)

Have bought 2 items from the Iora sale already. It's really nice lor some things.. want to buy but must think thrice. I still can't really find a matching top for that purple skirt i bought in thailand!! arghhh..!! I was so full today, i couldn't eat so i went shopping today...haha! it's fun! i'll probably be doing that already if i'm to full to eat.

Some people really make a workplace so dreadful. like really. what's wrong man, seriously. whatever. i'm not going to suffer in silence.

Went out with Vege clan today!! Met up at 2pm @ parkway then walked around before we went into Sakae. Developed several photos too! i love them! haha cos it's all vege's photos mahh! heehee. Buffet today was great! I think we're becoming more and more pro in eating Sakae's buffet..Didn't feel as bad as we did the last few times i think. Still can stomach some watermelon and mochi. hah! way to go for more practices!! okay okay. i'm supposed to be on a diet remember??

Anyway, i'll have photos to put in store tomorrow! haha!! :)

Watched Ice Age 2 today...It's nice! not as plotless as they said what! Must read more into the story and you'll get to learn things. Oh no, now that i'm thinking about cinema, i miss nacho cheese! didn't eat today for obvious reasons - too full.

Work tomorrow. got to go now..it's 1.12am. Goodnight folks. i love to shop nowadays. sigh.

Just did the Ekin quiz. sian..haha..so many celebrities and soccer stuff and HUH questions!! i also don't know what i got wrong..not on the product knowledge..more on those other things..haha..sian!!!!!!

I got to meet veg clan for buffet (again) at parkway where Mab used to work!! haha! yay! i'm supposed to go on a diet but oh well.. how often do we get to do this!! Even Cyn's taking a half day off and i'm off totally from both jobs because i'm getting sick and desperately needed some rest!!

sian. just finally feel very sian. sian.

Just a little girl in this world, still learning, growing, and experiencing life..
Keeping that little promise and agreement..
trying to be stronger.. ( :

happiness
health
semi-big bag
golden necklace
little miss CLUMSY
more intelligence

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