It's been quite some time since we broke up. I know this may just be any other ordinary story that many people have encountered but to me....We broke up last year, because both of us felt funny. As in, there was a mutual feeling and we decided that we should break up and he suggested it first. When we broke up,he said, dOn't be so upset, CHEER UP. wow, let me tell u,i felt kinda hurt when i saw that. Cheer up.After that,i tried my best to forget about him.Just when i thought i had already forgotten about him,His e-mail came again,telling me that he still loved me and wanted to be with me again.In my heart,i was happy,but there was a kind of fear in my heart.Then we settled things out and he decided that we should just stay as friends.This happened several times..I told all these to my close friend,she encourage me to just forget about him.I tried,but i did not succeed.I really loved him a lot.I don't know what he feels towards me,and his attitude towards me,but i don't care that much.Nobody can stop me from loving him,right?hee.Although he has hurt me at times,i just can't seem to dislike him or whatever..i don't know. But i still think that he's a nice guy.He helped me along when i really needed help. He encouraged me,and urged me to continue when i was about to give up.He gave good advice to me.His words may be blunt at times but i know that he meant well.He can be really sweet and stuff..haix..Now..i am trying to forget about our past relationship,hee,also trying to accept other people. But deep down, i know that i still feel something for him..i don't have the guts to tell him that i still love him,that i still care for him..."In my heart there'll always be a place for you,for all my life"The only regret was that i did not know how to treasure what i had..But now, i've learnt my lesson and i treasure him as my beloved friend whom i know i can always rely on..

It's been so fast! We've known each other for almost 3 years already..I remember on the first day of school, how we went through those boring orientation days..After the long wait, we were to line up in a line according to our classes! Then Ms Luo shoc shyun(our dearest form teacher) was wearing this all black dress and boots and came to lead us back to the 1C classroom..At that time, we were all strangers.None of us spoke then, only Ms Loh was talking..Out of a sudden, Wei Quan barged in with his PE shirt and säid,"Sorry ah çher! i er..gO to the wrong class ah..". haha..I'm sure he's glad that he was in our class and i suppose that we've kinda glad too that he was in our class because...he was our class clown(joker!). haha..When we were in sec 1, oiur class was seperated into various groups..1C wasn't a class i would classify as UNITED..But feelings developed over time and we grew to be united..Through activities like street bandy, countless inter-class battles with (especially..) 2D.THe mOST IMPOrtant thing!!THe dance! 'pop'! 'digital getdown' ! all by members of *2cync and the talents of 2C..oops..i should say that everyone in 2C is talented..haha..çoz...2C'01 rocK aNd ruLes! haha.But the 2C life ended soon after..We were to go to different classes..We were sad, and we were leaving 2C..But the friendship remains..=).Because of 2C,i got to know a bunch of close friends..the VEGE clan! Like what MAbel says, They are my life. It's like we used to quarrel and everything..Now, we're such close friends! I really enjoy being with them because they are not materialistic and are down to earth!We really have a lot of fun together..=)..I really hope that we will always be friends forever and ever and ever and ever and ever......... I mean we'll grow up and sometimes, u just loose friendships like that..and it's really a pity...=)..hah...I LOVE 2C'01!!2C^rOckS! vEgE cLan rOcks! (i know this may sound old-fashioned, but FriEnds fOr evER!)

haix..i am having mixed feelings now..there are so many things happening around me..too fast.. i juz feel that my life is in a total mess.And who am i to blame?i really don't know what i should do right now..And if u have the chance, go listen to david tao's 'dear god'. it's really meaningful. i know running away from problems ain't gonna help..but somethings really ah..cannot be solved just like that..çoz somethings are juz beyond our(my) control..Even if we took the effort..it may not even matter at all..i want to cry..cry my hearts out..but, somehow, my tears won't come down...i just feel disappointed, hurt, tired..In life, there are lots of irony..and relate it to some of the incidents that has happened..it's such a big joke.haix..isn't it so..Then in life, you'll meet so many people who are such hypocrites..i mean it's really very upsetting sometimes lor..When a person tells u something and means another etc.. Where is the 'innocent' world? bUt still, there are people who really treat each other sincerely..like family, friends..etc..ya..Life..Can't we treat each other nicely?! and..I really dunno wad he's thinking..I really hate it this way..and i mean it..it makes me feel so..so...argH..Or is it just that i can't let go..If that is the case, i will..The problem is,i don't know if i can let it go or not..that's the worst thing man..haix...My family problems! it's really getting on my nerves..haIx..when can it end..This is what i call, lack of intelligence..i mean i'm not critisizing them..but it's actually a very small matter..but then, i dont'know why they have to blow up the matter..make me, my sis and cousin stuck in between..and cracking our brains to try and solve the problem... I mean..no one is perfect..they can be selfish etc..meanwhile....haix.i will sigh. =x

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